Before the rooster crows

Sometimes I dont understand. Why am I ashamed of the one thing in my life I have to be proud of.

v1
You did not ask too much of me
I remember how you touched my eyes and made it see
Seeing things I dared not believe
I remember how you came into my life and made me believe

And how did you feel?
As you faced the crowds disappeal
Such rejection, you feel
The least I could do is to acknowledge you

Chorus
You gave me so much to live for
So much to die for
All I was searching for
All I searched for and so much more

And three times theyll ask me, who do you serve?
And even if I have to
Ill die with you
I won't disown you

V2
How could say I would do that to you?
Can you not see my heart that beats for you
How could you say I would do that to you
Did I not lay it all down just to follow you

How can it be true?
Did my feet not stand on the water too?
Even if all fall away, I never will
And the least I can do is to acknowledge you

Chorus
You gave me so much to live forSo much to die forAll I was searching forAll I searched for and so much more And three times theyll ask me, who do you serve?And even if I have toIll die with youI won't disown you
.
.
.
In the shadows, I cry to you
Why O why, did I deny you?
My Lord & King
This must be wrong
Did I feel this way all along?

Did it haunt you? While you slept in the grave
Did my betrayal leave those scars on your hands
Because of me, I chose to spare my own life
Because of me, you chose to give your own life

I gotta make this right, make this right, make this right
Im gonna make this right
I live for you even when it means to die...